When you lose someone close,
You don't just grieve that one person,
You grieve for the others you have lost before,
You grieve for the others that will also be gone.
Often, you are so wrapped in thick fog of grieving, you have no idea who the tears stream for,
Who that pain in your body connects to,
You are not even necessarily thinking of anything in particular.
Often grief brings us a blank void,
Where time and space no longer exists.
Somewhere amongst all of that